Thursday, 19 May 2016

And I have hope toward God.

Today I had planned on posting about a delicious some what healthy dinner that I was making tonight. However, how today has ended I completely forgot to take pictures of the process. It was rather yummy though, never mind there's always a next time.

I've had one of those days where each part of the day feels surreal or like it happened days ago and not today. It started that I got up late meaning I had to rush for college. I still managed to get there in time to grab a good old Costa. Can you believe the college has a Costa? back when I first went to college it was dark cold and gross, and now it's light, open and has a Costa... amongst other nice attributes of course. My maths went pretty well, I definitely understand % for sure now. I am getting put in for my exam in two weeks time, my assessor seems pretty confident that I will get good marks. So that's good.

I then decided that I would shop in town whilst I walked through. I'm a girl on a mission to find a nice flattering yet modest dress for the weekend. It's next to impossible, it's either too short, too low, too tight... a girl trying to stay modest is difficult these days. So that shopping trip failed.

Mother convinced me to go out for coffee and cake with a friend of ours. Took a lot of convincing as I do love my pj's...but then again I do love cake! (That's another topic to discuss). Whilst out I saw some beautiful views, I wish my phone hadn't of died mid day I could have gotten some beautiful photos. Here's some of what I did capture. 
Blossom tree in bloom, my favourite tree.
This photograph will forever serve has a reminder of today. 13/5/2016

Who knows why a slug or snail would choose to slime all over the flower ha.



However, the day wasn't all that good. We went to go pop in and visit my 'grandma' (I adopted her when I  was small). Upon walking through the doors we were greeted by the staff, I instantly knew it wasn't good news by the way Colin* looked at my mom and said "pam..." I couldn't deal with it, I didn't want to listen, I didn't want to know! I backed away, out the door back in to the carpark attempting the distract my thoughts from what I just that moment heard. I kept telling myself I'm being silly, ever since I met Dorris all those years ago, my entire life that I can recall I've only known this lady on deaths door so to speak. Yet somehow it never happened but how could what I just heard be true. 102 years old!!! What a fantastic age to live too! I just hope she wasn't in any pain as she passed away. Dorris was such an inspiration, she never stopped trying to tell people about the good news from the bible, even down to the very end. I cannot wait to see her again in paradise running and dancing and singing, everything she said she was looking forward too, everything she couldn't do any more. I'm glad I have that hope.

*names have been changed.

Xox
Natasha Kelly

Scriptures that give me comfort during these hard times.

  • Isa 35:5, 6
  • At that time the eyes of the blind will be opened, And the ears of the deaf will be unstopped.6At that time the lame will leap like the deer, And the tongue of the speechless will shout for joy. For waters will burst forth in the wilderness, And streams in the desert plain.

  • Ac 24:15
  • And I have hope toward God, which hope these men also look forward to, that there is going to be a resurrection of both the righteous and the unrighteous.

Wednesday, 18 May 2016

Civil war

Tonight I was ever so kindly invited out to the cinema. I wasn't particularly bothered by what was on the agenda to watch. 'Civil war' however it's not often
I get an invite so I wasn't going to pass on it. Anything to get me out the house.

On leaving I discovered that I really have no idea how to drive today, gears in all the wrong places. Eventually I arrived at the cinema brought my ticket, was happy as I was able to use my 2for1 ticket. Cause who has money to pay in full? Not me that's for sure.

We sat and waited in the lounge area for some others to arrive, I couldn't help but notice how much this particular cinema had changed yet not at all... so empty. Years back that used to be the place to be, orange Wednesdays, giggles and sneaking in food, not to mention the entire two rows occupied by myself and my friends. Got me all nostalgic, those were good times. The kind of time where we had no worries about life. Back when we were all young and free, when all we cared about was who was sitting by who. These days I have no idea where the majority of these friends are. And the ones that I do no, our friendship level is where you awkwardly acknowledge each other from a distance and be on your way. What happened to us? Life.

So once I shrugged those thoughts out my mind the others had arrived and gotten their tickets too. So we headed on in to screen 5. The adverts were so dark. Dark... I don't even know how to explain what I mean by dark, other than Tarzan... I think its been ruined for me.


Eventually the film came on, is it just me or don't the adverts drag on? So the film, civil war. I don't really have much of an opinion on it, wasn't great however I wouldn't say no to watching it again. I understood it all, but it was so predictable. Not memorable for me in anyway in the slightest, I hardly remember it and it was only 1 hour and half ago that I watched it. I just remember lots of fighting and buildings being demolished. Simple as.

So yeah that was my night. I figured I'd blog it and get a good start on my blogs. A little practice hurt nobody.


Goodnight 
xox

Natasha Kelly 

A New Beginning

Welcome one and all to my blog!

I've wanted to start a blog or a vlog for awhile now, I've decided with a blog. So here's to a new beginning, I am determined to make this blog work, not just for views but for keeping my life in order. 

Opening up and expressing my thoughts to the online world with a possible chance that someone might catch sight is scary. I plan to use my blog as inspiration to myself for when I feel I'm loosing my way, I can look back and see how far I've come, with hope that what I write others may find inspiration from too.

I have no set ideas or topics that I plan to discuss. But I'm sure I will find my style soon. For now it will be blogs from weight loss to Netflix obsessions. Excited to get started! 

Bare with whilst I get the hang of things.
Stay tuned for the real deal. 

Natasha Kelly